Can't sleep
Tears are still falling-
-lost-
Left here alone with this.....
endless dull hurting memory
heartbreaking pain seems to be all mine
You are now forever gone.
Erased from my life forever.
Night is the hardest for me
Day is uncompleted because I can't see
hear or hold you close anymore 2 tell you all my dreams-
Why must this endless heartbreaking pain be mine to forever walk in
~alone~
All the things I wanted n needed was within my reach as long as I had you,
but
this twisted fate in life took you away from me.
Leaving me tied-up-in-knots to why?
All reasoning is gone
Insanity now has become my companion
How did I get here?
No more will
No more safety
You were my life line
NOW!
There's nothing to dare
dream or hope for.
Am left~
without you
without a guiding light
I got no fight left in me
~yet~
am fighting 2 understand
WHY?
you had to leave me alone
facing this dark world alone
Each ticking of time
I resist breaking apart
Each ticking of fate's reality
I fight back the pain
Each memory of destiny flowing away
I try 2 stay strong and facing my heartbreaking pain of lost love and you.