ratings: 0 memories crash through my mind like the waves touching the shorepale and cold i'm drowning once moreswallowing water until my lungs breakfalling asleep just to awakei remember the night of the stabbing red and vividlike christmas mistakes brought to murder killing the kidyou had eyeliner as black as the nightyou asked me how i thought you looked they were words i just mighthave spoken more if i had the chanceperhaps in time we missed our chanceyour eyes were blue like the last glimpse of skythe times i cam so close but did not diei lingered on the thought of you with your fishnet shirt and when i kissed your forhead as tears streamed down your face as you dwelt on painbefore i entered into your mind dressed as a cold dark idol i wore a tie and a white dress shirt trying my bvesdt to refraini was labeled as a possession by a jealous manwho knew hat if we had a moment we would have done it if we canyour scars and mine placed by a man gone insanefrail and pale hair of that of a raveni return to this place often when the waves crash to shorei try to forget but i linger even morein wonderings and questions left unasweredi have a number to fulfillthe memory slips from me like the stomach churn after the pilli was dazed i remembered a dream in a castle of our own underwatermuch to the same as the one i see nowthe waves crash to shore making my blood and chest burn i rememberwhat it was like then when i began to dreami am silent when i screamdo i want to wake up from thisis there something here i forgot to miss?no faults no regretthe waves crash and i have paid my debt
subject: new poem"bleeding black while burning butterflies." post date: 2007-12-04 12:48:43 views: 3 comments: 0 ratings: 0 you're picture wasn't careful enough with my eyesburning image until it crieshoping i'll escape the haunting that you performdestroyed before there's even a stormmy heart ashed like a cigarrette left litthe ashes flowed into my veinsas the embers burned my hearts remainsi grow as cold as the words you spokei grew deathly cold the moment i wokefrom the deep sleep you led me toso i wouldn't recognize the evil you dothe woods were comfort from your insanitybringing forth butterflies to comfort meeach with a whisper and a prayeras each one could fathom what it's like to bearthis loneliness and this silent embracefilled with pain and malicethe butterflies land in my hands never seeing the sacrificethat im about to make this thing i throw awayas i bleed black as the moon takes over dayi tear their wings hoping they will comprehendthat not everything beautiful is worth seeing and that it has an endmy skin is grey and i dont recognize my faceliving in a memory that i have no place..
