Nvcyn1967I am currently married but, my husband is dying of lung cancer. This is all his idea. He is afraid that when he dies I will be alone and isolate myself. I'm somewhat shy with new people but, warm up pretty quick after initial contact. I have two children and don't want any more. My daughter is grown and married on her own. My son is 14 and a true teenage terror. Also as most teenagers he is extremely nosy about everything I am doing. I am self conscious about my weight and am trying to lose the extra pounds. I have large breast and personally like them this way. What I wish was smaller is everything below the waste. I don't want to be skinny but do want to be healthy. I don't want to lose my curves is what I think I am trying to say. I read alot and play games on the internet. I have my own laptop and hate to share even thought sometimes I have to. I am into arts and crafts. I can sew, embroider, knit and crochet. I usually have two or three projects going at any one ti